| wOw! so its been forever.. but hey i just wanted to try being my younger days... without all the immature-ness of the posts. So i have been in a relationship for almost 7 months now (on nov.5th) and i am totally loving every single minute of it.. he is someone i want to spend the rest of my life with... everything about him is perfect to me... my mom has changed the way she has felt about him and my dad is trying... so things are becoming easier for us in our relationship..because we have had our rough times... anyways... i have a job at j&m and the job sucks but the people i work with are great (except will) i am getting my bills paid off ((at least the court fees anyways)) i still have a lot to pay on the prob. and for the class but i am trying... growing up definately isnt easy.. but it makes choices in life easier and more worth experiencing...  this is my man...the one who i want to be with forever
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| so i have stopped using and checkin xanga here lately... i have found the better and more fantastic myspace... LMAO yah right... nah but really check out MY space ((teehee))
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=40153741 |
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| so ive done alot of thinking lately... and um yeah... tonight there is going to be umm.. well more thinking.. heh heh... life is grand... i miss you hun.... |
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| ahh! make up work sucks really hard.. i am 3 weeks behind in school and am soooo incredibly busy that all i do now is work sleep and sleep at school.. i have no free time except late at night when everyone else is sleeping.. but whatever... i have to catch up or at least try.. and yah i have today off.. so maybe ill be able to have some fun if i at least make a dent in the make up work i have to do... you guys be good.. i love stephen and etchy... i miss you guys freakin much |
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| im home
the TRUE story is
... i ran away, lost 25 lbs, and was very unstable, unhappy, and obviously unhealthy... i almost OD on some shit, and i had tried to kill myself--and i talked about how i was going to shoot myself...i finally agreed to meet up with my mom and when i did she took me to the hospital, they forced me to go to the pavillion and yah...i was in amarillo in a psychiatric hospital for depression and suicide...i was there for a week and a half and they put me on anti-depressants..
but now i am home... no i wasn't in rehab, no i didnt have a baby, no i wasnt in jail, and no i didnt run away with a guy... but for all the people that believed and listened to those fake as rumors thats why people have problems... you all need to get your own damn lives stay out of other peoples business, stop listening to ignorant rumors and leave me the fuck alone... no one knows what the fuck i was going through.. and you all dont need to get in my damn business.. the only reason i said even that ^^ was so you guys would stop asking fuckin questions, and i wouldnt have to tell the story over and over again.. the truth is out.. i cant hide anymore.. but id be damn better if you would leave me alone about it.. no more questions.. thats that
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